I Don't Belong Here

He Came, He Saw, He Conquered

8:19 AM

Reply Or Not?

Posted by anarchy.vii

Wee~! 
This morning, those Facebook's fucking team finally reply my e-mail!
Okay, this is what they sent to me this morning. 


The unexpected e-mail
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But, I’ve already start moving on from this incident, made a new account lately and I'm kind of like it. In the meantime, I still missed and like the previous one too.

Now I wonder, should I reply this e-mail or not?

P/s: Reply or not?? I'm confused..

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9:12 PM

It Sucks Big Time!

Posted by anarchy.vii

Warning! This post contains explicit words and full of cursing and swear words. So whoever that feels uncomfortable of reading all this kind of words, you are advised to close this window as soon as you read this.

It sucks big time, damn! Starting today I won't be able to sign in into my fucking Facebook account again because of my fucking Facebook account has been disabled by the Facebook’s fucking team. They said that I’ve had violated their fucking Statement of Rights and Responsibilities. WTF!!!

The fucking Facebook print screen

For those who didn’t know yet, this is my 2nd time of having problem with the fucking Facebook. The 1st time happened on last September, where my irresponsible girlfriend hacked my email, and took my fucking facebook account as a revenge for some personal problem that we had. And she’s quite proud of herself for doing that to me. Seriously, it sucks!

Okay, right after that fucking incident, I’ve started creating my new fucking Facebook account using the same name, same friends, same info, and same picture but with different email. Suddenly this fucking event appears! They disabled my account because they claimed that I’m fucking impersonating someone else! WTF!! That someone is me! Fuck!

This must be happening because of my previous fucking hijacked Facebook account is still running, and as far as I concerned, those Facebook’s fucking team won’t take any action unless there is somebody reporting to them about those two fucking identical accounts. So there’s must be someone else that make the report and to whoever that is, fuck you!

~_~

p/s: I know that I’m not gonna die because of this fucking small thing, but this fucking small thing really piss me off! Fuck! Who's to blame?

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10:34 PM

It's Complicated

Posted by anarchy.vii

Months ago, I was just like this.


Suddenly out of nowhere, u called, and last week, when we met again, I felt like there was a chance for me to make things better. So, for the past few days, I kept telling myself that I love u, I want u, and I heart u.


For that reason, I’ve tried to give u my heart. I’ve done everything u ask me to do, I’ve heard everything u want me to hear, I’ve spoke everything u want me to speak. I almost get your trust back again. Yeah, almost! Somehow, my mind keeps telling me that u didn’t want my heart, it’s just not enough to satisfy u.
‘It’s nothing special’.


Of all the things in the world, all that u wanted is just a name tag, saying that I’m yours and vice versa. No heart, no love, no words, or whatsoever can replace a name tag like that to u and I can’t afford to give u one, yet! Paranoia start to taking place, and afterward, things were not going well for both of us. Yet again, u started to crying and feeling sad for all the things that I’ve never done, at all.


Then, I realized that there’s no need for me to trying anymore. Yes, it’s just not worth it. Even how hard I’ve tried, still, I can’t be the man that u dreamed of, I can’t be the guy who can make u happy all day long, and I can’t be the person who u would consider to called more special rather than ‘aku & ko’.


The world seems to be crumbling and getting worse for me. It has turned and left me here. Just where I was, before u appears. Now, I’ve lost half of my heart, I’ve lost my hope, I’ve lost my dreams, and I just don’t know what to do next.


Should I leave a suicide note in order to get your love again?
Who knows, maybe after I die, then only u will realize that I’ve done so much to win your heart? But, I’m a Muslim and I’m not going to do that.


And now, all I have left of u is just a bunch of memories.
It’s just so hard to let u go. It's so painful.
And I should get used to it.

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3:10 PM

Bodoh la!

Posted by anarchy.vii

Hari ini hari Rabu. Esok hari Khamis, lusa hari Jumaat..

Tapak tanganku tiba2 terase nak lempang diri sendiri.

Kuliah semester ni tinggal 2 hari je lagi. Tapi, tu pon rasenye dah xde kuliah dah kot, dah abes silabus. Seingat aku, semester ni, aku pegi kelas hari Isnin & Selasa je. Kelas hari Rabu, Khamis, apatah lagi Jumaat, semuanya aku amik cuti. Hmm, maybe sbb ini last semester aku kot. Rase macam xbelajar ape2 semester ni ~!

List bodoh aku sebelum berhenti jadi student;
  • 3 essay + 1 report, dlm tempoh 1 hari. Esok wajib hantar~!
  • 1 accounting project, 19 Oct. Bleh buat ke?
  • 1 management project, 28 Oct.
  • Slide presentation untuk undergraduate project, 1 minggu.
  • Presentation undergradute project, 27 Oct.
  • Thesis, sebelum berambus pulang.
Arghh, bodoh la! Tiba2 aku rase nak tensyen~!

p/s: aku br dapat tahu, minggu depan mmg la xde kelas. sbb study week start. ~_~

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12:16 PM

Make Me Happy, Please..

Posted by anarchy.vii

It's My 25th Hijri's Birthday!

7th July 1985 = 18 Syawal 1405

7th October 2009 = 18 Syawal 1430

According to the Hijri's calendar, a new day starts when then sun goes down. So yesterday evening, I've decided to celebrate my 25th Hijri's birthday with my friend. It was totally unplanned, and no one seems to notice that it was my birthday. Till now, they don't even know that it was my birthday. Haha.. So we went to several places around JB yesterday, and thanks to my friends they let me choose wherever I want to go and I don’t have to drive since Kamal was volunteering to give a ride on his new car.

So, the first stop was at Singgah Selalu at front of Danga Bay. I was always wishing to go there, and yes, it was my first time eating at that restaurant. I do feel that the food we're having last night was not so great, but the view astonished me. Ahh, not to mention, the waitresses there also has a quite good looking and extra friendly to me. Haha again.. After several hours eating meals, watching football and smoking cigarette, we decided to go to Danga Bay then.

Here are some pictures that I’ve managed to capture during our meals yesterday.

The never-say-goodbye friends.

Our meals, mine is Nasi Goreng Singgah Selalu.

Yeah, it's me, the birthday boy.

It always feels so good to smoke after having meals.

It always looks happy on the outside, but no one knows what lies deep inside.

So as planned before, the next stop was at Danga Bay. It was not so happening at Danga Bay last night since it was in the middle of the week. Not many people we can see at Danga Bay last night, and I prefer that way. Haha, I always think that I am an anti-social type of person. Somehow, there is a woman smiling at me while snapping my picture using her camera there, and I’m flattered. We take some picture of ourselves, smoking more cigarettes, and after I feel like I’ve overdose myself with the nicotine in the cigarettes, we decided to go back to Skudai.

Here are some pictures that we managed to capture at Danga Bay. We shoot so many scene last night, but somehow, because of the low quality of the camera, most of the pictures are ruined.

Me, Pae n Kamal. Shoot by Anas.

Us.

Us again.

Finally there's a picture of anas there.

The edited version of us.

At Skudai, I feel like vomiting and its worrying my friends. Then, we went to Aliff Safiah Restaurant just to have a drink and who knows it could make me feel better. But, it doesn’t work at all, and I still feel like vomiting. Overdose of nicotine is always making me feel sick. Somehow I can’t quit smoking, and I keep smoking until we reached our hostel.

So, that’s all. Happy birthday to me!


p/s: Last year, on this date, it has once been the happiest day of my life. Now it will remain in history.

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